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USA250 Journal Project
Personal Chronicle: July 4, 2025 – July 5, 2026 A gift for reflection. A record of now. A story for what’s next.
✍️ “Who am I?”
Jamal Knight – Detroit, Michigan
Some nights, I’m still that kid waiting on a porch that never lit up.
Other nights, I’m the soldier with steady hands and a shattered center.
I walk quiet. Listen hard. I count the sounds that keep me here—drum taps, radiator hums, Miss Cora’s voice praying over greens.
I’m not what happened to me, but I’m marked by it.
I used to fix wounds with gauze and grit. Now I try to stitch something back together with rhythm, rhyme, and rooms that echo.
I’m learning that silence was never strength. Just armor.
These days, I write in pencil—because I’m still becoming. And because some truths need soft edges.
✍️ “How did I get here?”
Jamal Knight – Detroit, Michigan
It started with a mother who vanished and a grandmother who didn’t.
East Side Detroit. Cracked sidewalks, gospel on Sundays, sirens at night. Miss Cora raised me on prayer, pots of beans, and the word “stay.”
But I didn’t.
I ran to the Army at eighteen. Said it was for the GI Bill, but really I wanted silence loud enough to drown the ghosts.
I was a medic. Patched up strangers in places that looked like the bones of cities. Came home with hands that shook and a heart too loud to sleep through.
Lost myself on the street. Two years of drift—train stations, shelters, liquor store porches, nowhere soft.
Then came the shelter with a locked door and a church with a music room. Then Dre. Then drum circles. Then Jenna. Then this… halfway life that might actually lead to something whole.
I still flinch at sudden noises. Still walk like I’m checking corners. But I’ve stayed sober ninety-one days.
And when the beat comes—steady, low, rising—I remember that I’m still here.
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